With love. Delivered to: Heaven

In the memory of the most special soul I am blessed with.


With a laughter worn like a crown,
you giggled in the blazing sun,
and cracked me up at the break of the dawn.
Missing you in randomness,
I hug the doll that you used to kiss.
Are you still here in the midst of lights,
Or in the joyful nights that set me upright?

Do you still savour the time,
when we baked not a cake,
but had one for 'their' date?
Do you still relish playing outside with kids,
and tell them the tales of your new home?
Or push the stars to sleep on their own. 
Do you still like having the TV remote,
Or do you now rejoice in nature's beauty alone?

Your eyes being your greatest asset,
I wonder if they're still on my clothes;
Or do they now just follow me back home.
Your tresses being your first love,
I wonder if you now like mine,
Or do you just embrace the beauty within that shines?

Your white frock that longs to be worn,
do you still like it the same?
Or do you now embrace the new one,
that might be just as great.
Your benignity made a mark on the world,
Are you proud of it?
Or did you just enjoy playing in the mud.

Are you here with me?
Like you've always wanted to be?
In your angelic appearance,
that always fascinated you as wee.
Do you cry when my sorrow vines?
Or just shower the light of the Divine.

Though I buried you in your grave,
you did not die.
I know you're there,
kissing me every time I cry.