There is a strange silence that flows and still we know everything,
though with a heavy heart,
we choose to separate our paths
where nothing will be like before
and knowing it can't even be,
even if it is wanted the most.
I remained dry eyed until now, as dry as smoked fish, but my heart is a kind of dirty soft custard inside. I am not sad, rather stunned, not really believing you are now so far. I never realized our bond was so special unless I had to break up with you. I was forced to. I thought I would be very happy, but as days passed by, I started missing you incessantly. Never ever in my life I have felt so nostalgic. I remember how comfortable, effortlessly delightful and friendly I had been with you. I regret the fact that I never really appreciated the things that you did for me. Though initially, our relationship was forced to be and then, at times I felt that I didn't fit in with you, but now, I can laugh at the fatuity of my own thoughts. Nothing can suit me the best and I feel so exultant of having stayed with you. Those were definitely the best days of my life. You did things to mould my future when everything was so dubious. I adore the concern you showed for me.
You gave me the hope and optimism that escorts me at every moment and helps me to overcome the most difficult situations. I love you, forever and a day. I was distressed at times because of your unruly behavior. I always thought of the other options I could have. I thought I deserved even better unless I recognized the fact that there is none like you. You made me what I am today.
Amid all my worries and ample of sorrows,
How without any complaints,
Without any issues,
and without any comments,
You just listened to me,
like a best friend.
Paved way for me to spend time with you
and let me know
how strong, brave and beautiful I am and I can be.
And now when I look at you, you ensnare my soul, my heart melts and it is as if I am falling in love with you every second, longing for the day I can be back with you.
The past could not be any better. I know that even now when I come, your doors are gladly open to meet all my needs and wants and I hope this tenderness and friendship will never ever desert me.
I owe you so much.
I am gratified for trivialist of the things.
Baby, I will always hold you fondly in my heart.
I love you, my school.... Sophia (Mount Abu).. and I miss yuh :(
